March 21, 2008
5 mo. since graduation. i’ve interviewed. i’ve accepted some rejections. i’ve accepted some freelance. i’ve watched a lot of Oprah. i’ve read a lot of books. i’ve substituted for a lot of high school classes. i’ve done a lot of yoga. i’ve been on a mini-mission to find myself.
i’m sort of confused about what i’m doing. i’m sort of interested in going back to school. i sort of want to start my own business. i sort of want to save hip hop. i sort of want to move to new york. i sort of want to go to the beach.
no i definitely want to go to the beach.
thankful for:
1. grandparents. i was blessed to have all 4 grandparents for most of my life. my granddad coz passed away in 2005. i still have 3 wonderful grandparents left and if i’m lucky my children will have the same experience.
2. daisies. those colorful daises. not just the white ones with the yellow centers. the gerber ones. the beautifully colored ones that i know i want in my wedding bouquet (whenever that day comes)
3. libraries. have i expressed my love for libraries here before? because i love them. i love books, but they are a pain to move. so i love that the library will give me books FOR FREE and trust me to bring them back whenever I’m done with them. libraries trust in people, keep my trust in humanity alive. that’s probably silly. but its true.
hey keith, i updated, you need to update, like whoa.
You live in a subway? Damn.
I also agree that Keith sucks.
I’m sorry guys. I will update more for all my fans. I promise.
I update my flickr every week though. Check it out.
Captain save a h…ip hop?
I think you should go back to a school that’s on a New York beach that has a hip hop saving business program.
ak- yes its a tough life, but people let me read their newspapers. i get by.
keith- i know you have tons of insight into the wild world of oh that you are hiding from us. just let it out keith, let it out.
yuri- if that place exists let me know. otherwise maybe i should start it. . .
girly . . . you are such a bad ass designer and honestly consider “rejection” a good thing. You haven’t found the right thing and it hasn’t found you. That is the only logic that can be brought to the situation.
It you want to save hip hop do that. Focus on exactly what it is that will make you satisfied, hungry and satisfied again.
I say this because so far in life I’ve been rejected for the things that haven’t been right for me. Things I didn’t have my heart in. And then those things I was super passionate super crazy super excited about have been the exact things that have embraced me and been a right fit.
You are rich with thoughts and life and thankfulness! If they can’t see it fuck them. Bring it where they can see it.